Stiletto Red

Love the Skin you're in!




Think my skin is getting better from nose up. But then again, acne progresses downward as you grow with age, so you might have recalled the blotchy red pimples on your forehead during puberty season, then slowly on your nose, then your cheeks and perhaps like me, now your chin area. Fuggit man, this red bumpy puss inflamation crap is getting on my nerves. At my age, i need to get married and have kids for petes sake! How do i do that with all this fuggin acne on my damn chin?? Will no one cut me some slack for crying out loud? You fuggers up there sittin on your fluffy clouds downin Blue Moon Beer with Orange Slices and laughing your asses off about my facial problems, have you no heart?!?!?!






So onward with the whole mess, Halloween night with my girly girl self. Dressed in a frock up to there but you can't see because i have my trench on. Cold as balls in NY but surprisingly it wasnt that cold on Halloween! What the eff. I didnt know and wrapped my stick figure legs in my coat and trotted along - Oh wells.























































Look ma, im glowing! I am loving my NARS cream blush in Penny Lane, its creamy texture dries to a powdery finish and stays on all day long. Leaving a nice suddle pink hue like i just walked out of a hot steaming sex shower.
















My Pink Wig, Striped knee high socks and savvy purple BCBGirls Collar Pumps (those shoes are to die for girlz)

















Me and Superman at dinner. At one point he needed to pee and proceeded to the bathroom, only to come back with his tank still full and complains that he needs to take off the entire costume in order to let his fluids loose - End verdict? Left the restaurant desperately needing to pee.








Can't wait to submit my entry for Fuzzie's Wardrobe Bonanza! I've got my theme all piled up in my head, now just to get someone to take pictures for me without screaming VAIN across the room. :)






This isn't my entry outfit, but just a LOTD that i had lying around that i'd been procrastinating to put up - but my style is pretty obvious i suppose, typical laid back, put whatever is sitting on top kinda gal. Then layering accessories that make the look as a whole and im out the door!

































On another note..... OBAMA FOR YO MAMA!!!
Hip Hip HOORAAAAYYY!!!!





Let there be change, let there be life once more, let there be hope in the individuals like myself who have lost hope long ago, let the desperate souls clinging onto their very last breath , breath the same air, the same beliefs. Let his leadership take us to where we should have been generations before and grace upon a better future for us, and for our children. Let there be Obama.

Been working hard at the cubicle. Nothing gives more satisfaction than good ol hard labor in exchange for some worthless beans. GOD FUG IT i need a damn break. Spent the last few weeks scouring every site available for cheaper tickets to Taiwan and Japan and i am just blown away by the fuel taxes and surcharges. UNBELIEVABLE., the cost of tax is equivalent to the ticket itself.


Went out with the pals the other night, dont really hang with them much since im not even remotely close to Flushing Queens - where they reside. However they decided to come down to the city and walk around to a couple of spots they've been dying to hit at. So we went to 42nd Koniyusha bookstore and they had a whole 3 floors worth of Japanese literature, mags, anime, art books and so much more. They went straight for the anime books while i flipped through the open Jap fashion mags, HA! Those things range from 10-20 dollars a book, and i got to flip through them all before buying any of them blindly. Naturally since i dont read Jap , i need all the visuals i can get! I did however run upstairs to the Art Section and ran my fingres through a number of Hiroshige and Murakami books. I love Hiroshige's art to no end. His colors are so vivid, a lot more uplifting than many other jap artists that I've seen. Here are some visuals if you will....


Hiroshige - the introduction to block printing , first form of mass produced art that allowed it to become widely available to commoners.


Purdy blossoms eh ?



The 36 views of Mt. Fuji




Hokusai - The Great wave of Kanagawa




After getting my intake on Hiroshige and Hokusai I decided to flip through the witty and famed artist of Murakami. You know, the dude who made several showcase pieces of LV? Yeah now thats ringing some bells eh? You materialistic byotches.. lolz.


Murakami is one kooky artist, when you take a deeper dive into his art, you'll see all sorts of crazed themes that he collaborates into his work. but fantastically enough he makes the whole piece work. Extremely entertaining to look at, ESPECIALLY THIS ONE -

This one is titled:



My Lonesome Cowboy with Milk



Friggin Japs are pervs. Look at that drastically exaggerated doo doo. They wish it were that big... thats why they draw their dream organs on paper. But thanks to them , we can now watch octopus porn without getting interrogated for it, cause apparently its okay to draw a girl being douched by an octopus, and not a real PP. That was thier way of getting around the censorship, sick but damn ass brilliant!



And of course things are better in the double, so double Z sized boobies it is. Look at her all happy and shiz... jesus.


However with Murakami's sick Fetish, he came up with some of these brilliant pieces - the little oogly figures.


Friggin awesome



And thanks to him , we got a new line of Murakami exclusive handbags from LV.
Drool.... LV..... Droooll....


Damn i wish i had those, Sell it off and put a nice down payment on a new car baby! I am in dire need of a new set of wheels...DIRE I TELL YA!


A little Wedding photo from fat boy's marriage. I had to heart him out cause he's a shy boy :)



Aiite, im getting ready for Fuzzie's Challenge... I can't wait can't wait can't wait ^___^

xppinkx me up bitches. I want you to Kiss Shite ~!!! I must say though, i am not a makeup person so please ... HAVE MERCY ON MY UNPROFESSIONALLY done up face!!! I know im missing a bunch of things here and there, like erm.... i forgot to put primer on my lids before applying. I suck at blending crap cept for my coffee grinds and i dont have a wide variety of lipsticks. I dont think this is all that Jap and Kawaii, but if you slap on some colorful fabrics and funky shoes, then you're in business no?

















Fun Challenge, but i think i lost a chunk of my IQ trying to Cutify myself. Doe eyed and dumbfounded, peace signs with a happy-go-lucky attitude lolzzz.



Ya i've been under the weather lately, with work and crap. Just soooo out of it to do just about ANYTHING at all. After the rafting trip, im all beat and battered up. I did however go to Palisades Mall today with the BF today, all in all with intentions to eat at The Cheesecake Factory, only to be massively full from the entrees and ended up packing the untouched 30th anniversary Cheesecake home - AS USUAL !!
Between the two of us, we had the lunch special soup and salad and a lunch special pasta. We were suffering from food coma after the huge salad and yummy bread but the lady next to us was chomping away at a Large Salad and a plate of salmon over rice. She finished every last piece and then pushed her plates aside to feast on the bread. Holy Cow lady, you sure eat alot !!

Walked around the whole day, in and out of stores and just trotting along. Didnt buy ANYTHING at all, cept for some headbands for $1.50 from Forever21. Cheap shit, but serves it purpose. I saw some NYX stuff for the first time and just pounced on it. I've seen them online before but never got around to ordering any. So i took the chance to run my fingers through them and then noticed the price tag. HOLY SHIT, 5 bucks for the lipstick!!! NO WAY ~!! They are only ONE MEASLY dollar online and they had the nerve to charge 5 bucks for one??? Crazy bitches, i aint paying 5 times the price just for the convenience to not wait for it to ship. Sit back and relax shieeeet.

So just ending this randomly cause im old and fugly tired. My outfit for the day, YES YES , taken in the bathroom cause i think its weird to ask someone to take it for me. HAHAHA only to come home and realize after seeing the picture that its MUCH MORE awkward to take it in the pee hole room. Derf.....







Okie la, good night lovelies..

I lack some serious updates. Sorry!

I've been so swamped with work lately that i havent even had the chance to check my mail or any of that sort. Its ok to slack off once in a while, just so long as im sorry about it right? :) Right. I just came back from White water Rafting in the poco's yesterday. My entire body feels like it was slammed to the ground from 15 floors high. It was raining hard and heavy the entire trip, which made it exciting and fun, but COLD and tiring as well because of the wind and rapids. Fun stuff, will definetly do it again next year , but wiser next time around cause i will definetly rent that Wet suit. So i've been using the Lancome flash Retouche concealer pen almost everyday for the past month now and i've come to really like it. The only downside to it is that I just can't tell how much product is left in that little tube. I contemplate that there isnt much left since its two clicks per use, so you do the math. However good products don't always come in economy sizes so im well aware of the convenience sized tube and the amount that is contained in that dinky little thing.




Sephora has the new YSL line in stores, Freaking AWESOME! Tried the Golden Gloss and LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! Im not even a lipstick gloss kinda gal! but man oh man, these babies have .24 carat gold infused in them to make that luxurious spread on your lips. Like orgasm on a tube. I will be purchasing the light pink shade next week when i am loaded with cash again. Poor as hell and no one who cares about me :(




Something else that's pretty OK is the MUFE Aqua Eyes. Says is waterproof but i've found it not to be as durable as the 24/7 liners from Urban Decay. The MUFE Aqua Eyes Liner smudges and melts off my lids , but nonetheless is creamy as hell. I got a little trial size one in black from one of my previous Sephora splurges and racked up enough points for a freebie. Sad , i know.



I will be updating again tonight hopefully with some more interesting visuals. I suck i know,
whatevers bitches. My body is too sore to even make babies. :)

My tagging virginity that is. First time tagged! How exciting *shrugs*

Thanks for the Tag Angie Dear :) ME LOVE YOU SCHLONG TIME!!

1. Pass this game on to 5 people
2. Write down 5-10 ways your relationship ticks and works for you!
3. Include a brief history of how you and your significant other met or a timeline, whichever you prefer :)
- No word limit !


That means ....... RANT MODE ON!



My 6 top numero uno's


1. Respect - I used to think that his overwhemled respect for my family was a downer. He respected my family more that I did, which was a bit of a turn off. I mean, im nice to people, but i've got a little evil in me. Like i'll not pick something up from the floor and throw it in the garbage at his house sometimes, i'll pretend not to see it because im a lazy hoe. But him? He'll bend down, pick it up, and throw out the garbage. He's got this honest aura to him that i will find in no other, he truly has no bad intentions when it comes to my family, and i have to say for the record - Even I , at times will do things for the better of my own sake and put my ass in the front of the line, but having him around , makes me feel better because he does my job for me, taking care of my numero uno priorities such as my family.

2. Generousity - What is this like a fuckin cliche for gals? MONEY is so damn on the list for everyone! :) I have to agree that i want to be spoiled, BUT IM NOT! God damn it , where is my share of the love? I wanna be wined and dined like ppink. haha, ok ok
He's generous alright - back when we were tykes he was the richest mofo i knew of. He always had a 50 in his wallet for emergencies - like buying me food. He's paid for my expenses when i needed help the most. But i am no means a gold digger - i work hard, and when i mean hard, i mean little kids at sweatshop hard. Get paid 12 cents a day for inhaling lint , hard. He knew that i was the type to never ask for help , why my parents never gave me a single cent for college, and i was ineligible for financial aid of ANY SORT. I paid my way through 1-3 jobs at minimum wage to keep me alive, and when i had money? I bought him shit. We DO NOT and will NEVER argue over who paid who for what more. Money is just not accomodated into our relationship, never has and never will. I am just that type of gal who will not ask for money back if i lent it to you when you came to me , and told me you needed it most. I just feel that if you give, you should give willingly. I dont ever do things like that to get something in return, and all that - i learned from him.

3. Good grooming - shit yo , i really dont know what my deal is. I am a damn germaphobe. Fuck , he's gotta be clean. You have to take a shower after hitting the clubs or bars , unless i pass out and not know of your lack of showering. You CANNOT REEK, OR SMELL like salty fish. I can't , i just can't. Really now... thats why theres a damn duane reade on every corner in new york, cause they go out too much and it is just DAMN filthy in this city. pockets of PEE and POO smell on every passing of the street. You just CANNOT slack off on the soap. Laundry - i can do for you, but you have to scrub your twigs and berries yourself dude. NO long fingernails either, some things are just for women, and NOT for men. NO SHARING ON THAT!

4. Maturity - I listed this because , during the course of my long relationship , we had a gap. I went out with other friends and met new people to gain a broader perspective, and i have to say that there are a lot of men out there who are extremely immature. Fucking whining about shit like his friends ditching him for a chick? Or how he didnt get the better end of the bargain over birthday present swaps? Or how i dont call enough? Or how i dont give enough affection? Or how about on how i dont spend enough time with the ma? SHADDAP and EAT A SNICKERS. Man up to it, seriously. GOD! Leave me alone! I need my DAMN SPACE, and stop your fucking pouting for realz. Im the one who's suppose to stomp on the floor and flail my arms, NOT YOU! If i dont give show enough affection , its because you're not man enough for me to give some love. If im not calling you back after i said i will , its cause im fucking busy doing a facial. If i dont spend enough time hanging out with you and the gang, its becaue i have a fucking JOB and a life to tend to that doesnt include you hovering over me and constantly taking up my AIR. NO man and i mean NO man is allowed EVER , EVER! to cry about ANY OF THOSE things, if he does - girllll.......... you need to bitch slap him and pull his hair like a cat fight.

5. A Sense of Humor - yeah this is like the other cliche thing for gals. Its like the second line right after " World Peace " its " I like a guy who's funny " My man cannot make jokes. He's pretty stinky at it. But he makes me laugh! He does things to make me happy and smile that are really unexpected of him, other people will say that same about him when they catch that lucky chance to see him do things out of the ordinary. He's an extremely traditional asian dude, who needs a lot of FACE and lots of pride. He's gotta be a "big man" about everything, so for him to shed his skin and show me some funny love, takes a lot of affection and care to do.
6. Talking back - I think this is one of the most important aspects of him that i love about. My mom always said to me, that in every sucessful relationship - There's always one person that does the talking, the other one that's listening. Meaning that in an arguement, one will do the bitching and the other will be the salivating dog. You can't have two people bickering at the same time and expect something GREAT to happen afterwards. You give in a little to get back a little. He does most of the listening while i bitch and bitch and bitch my way out. Its not even so much about listening to what i even have to say, its for the fact that talking back to someone when they are bitching will only add to that flame. So if you loved me, you'd let me bitch and just nod while apologizing. Then when im all done and feeling happy again, i'll come and cuddle you and say sorry because im nice and forgiving :P ( thats not how it really happens in real life, with the nodding and all, but at least my man wont bitch back about this shit and that shit and going against my every word because he has a high estrogen rate, he just tries to calm me down by saying things like - okaaaaay, next time i do it, i'll be more considerate. dont be mad okay? :) hehehehe




TIMELINE


I think i beat all ya'll bitches - 10+ years in the making. Thats almost equivilant to a really exspensive aged wine!


Calculating 10+ years back.... ermmm...


I was young, and reckless.



1998 - holy shit thats way back. ;(
Met at school, first guy that i ever fell for on my own will - without the first initiative that the guy tells me he has feelings for me first. He was the type that kept to himself. But he eventually asked me out after a couple of months into knowing me. Took me to my first bubble tea - back when bubble tea first emerged into society. ( fuck im old )


1999 to late 2006 - Worst fucking years of my life, we hated each other , but loved each other desperately at the same time. We were young and didnt know much, i guess also for the fact that it was that time of age to be out and about doing stuff like socializing and crap BUT INSTEAD I would cry my heart out practically every week for this asshole because he was a TOTAL JERK TO ME! we broke up countless times and it never lasted for more than a week. Make up sex is great. :)


Late 2006 to present - In a happy place, living together for about a month now ( i know.. living together after 10+ years and only now been a month to date? Im a bitch who needs her space ) Finally the arguing has stopped after i put my heart out for 9 years. Stuck with it and gave it everything to make things work. I remember that it was all i ever wanted, every birthday wish, every shooting star - this would be my one wish. To make things better between us.



So yeah , this is such a long post without any visuals, major boring poop-age.


Here here, look at this !








No this isnt the BF , i thought i'd throw you off a lil bit haha. I have to keep him annon for the time being - not sure if he'll like being exposed. :)


Night night

I've got some things on my mind, I think im approaching that age where my mind doesnt settle anymore and the only way to relieve it is through some good ol' alcohol. Hello my dear friend, Hoegarden. You are good to me and will always be my buddy. :)

Remember the days when you used to get drunk with one beer? How economically great that was when all you needed was one bottle to throw back and you'd be running for the potty to throw your ass up? *sigh* those were the days..... Now it takes at least 10 beers to feel the love again. Im on my 3rd and already i feel extremely gassy. Like .... *pffffffft* booooooooot booooooooooot boooooooooooooooot . I feel like farting in his face. Just park my ass a little left to his cheek and fart in his eye, PINK EYE !!!! HAAHAHAHHAHAA poo particles baby.
Sitting here , with my troubled self, worrying about all that can possibly be worried about and just really not feeling like im going to be happy in the long run. I started to wonder on my train ride home late at night today, how i never got the choice to do what i wanted. How i never got the choice to be who i wanted to be, do i what i wanted to do, or be whereever i wanted to be. I always did what i thought, would have been either right of me to do, or better for the overall audience. This seems pretty vague i know, i wish i could open up and let ya'll know what i really think about, but that would be unneccesarily boring. Lets just say that if i were to ever win the lottery, i would give all that money to my parents and my loved ones, and be more than happy to work like a dog till i was 80 in exchange for a lifetime of happiness for them, and knowing that i wouldnt have to worry about thier well being anymore. That would give my life, the ultimate satisfaction that i could feed off of for the rest of my pathetic life.

I used to think that if i made X amount of money yearly, that i would be damn well off and friggin living happily ever after because that would be sufficient enough to meet any ends that i needed. But boy, do we grow up to realize that our dreams as a kid, were insignificantly miniscule (spelled that wrong ? whatevers, im drunk ) compared to reality. I dont think i could even live happily with making close to 80k a year. I think nowadays, that pretty moderate priced. Although i am still young, and make more than the average college graduate in thier first year, i still feel like the average college graduate only calculated that it would be supporting only itself, and not other body members. I am literally taking my salary each mid month , and scaling it down for several people. And i have the nerves to wish for a vacation because i work 5 days supposedly and even on weekends nowadays. I feel pretty dumb now, and pretty useless for not being able to make more to provide for my loved ones. Feel like such a brat for having all those designer purses and millions of shoes that at times like these, i wish i could sell all the things i ever bought that werent given to me as a gift ( purses were given from the BF luckily whoo hoo! )


Yeah why am i saying all this crap to people i dont even know? I guess thats the beauty of it, speaking my mind to an audience of estrogen filled gals who dont know me in reality. Cause if you knew me, you'd be surprise to hear this from my mouth, i dont ever really tell anyone my weaknesses. or even when i am bothered by any REAL issues. You lucky ladies you, lolz....






More outfit pics to bring home the bacon.






I wore the AE shirt as a dress, and put the striped cami over it, slapped on my Pasha heels.




I really like this take, its so soft and flowy. The color is also good for both fall and summer. Makes for a nice OL look with a black cardigan over it and some wide leg work pants.





I love it even more that its only 9 bucks at The GAP , they have some good fabric, which makes for a stronger wash life. :)



Paired my black tank top from Forever21 that i got ages ago with these tan colored wide leggy pants, and Oh Deer Red soled heels. Looks sexier when you walk down the streets and your pants move about, the sexy red bottom lifts up and looks ultimately vixen'ish.





I like that these pants are tight on the waist and then nice and form fitting down below.

Alright, i have to finish the rest of my beers to get some rest. See ya'll later ladies. ;P

Two Faced Bitch, Not the Cosmetic Line.

Holy Cowabunga, i swear that this world is filled with all sorts of people. Ever come across this one lady in your lifetime, that is just exceptionally bitchy all day every day? Who is always unneccessarily mean and arrogant, stiff necked and talks like she's got a fucking stick up her twat all the time? So proud of everything she says and nothing she says is EVER wrong ? The kind of person who never thinks before they speak and is ALWAYS judgemental and ALWAYS disagreeing, for the sake of disagreeing. Well if you have...Do YA'LL FEEL MY PAIN if that were to be a FUTURE RELATIVE TO BE ?!?!?!?! And if you have'nt, The world fucking loves your ass for not throwing you under the bus to meet one shady mofo' bitch like her. Devil horns and hairy legs i tell you.

This supposed Aunt to be is fricking talking shit about me AGAIN, to my little cousin, a little 11 year old. Who could care less about what she thinks and says because well , um , she's 11. Why would anyone , let alone a fugly woman in her late 40's , no real husband, no kids , tell a little kid some crap like that? Where is her sense of maturity and her role as an elder? I barely see this lady AT ALL, Barely speak to her AT ALL, did nothing to her, yet she still feels the need to attack me. Ironic thing is , she has the nerves to act ALL NICE and POLITE to me in my face, asking me questions and crud like that, just to get her daily fill on gossiping. Fuggin Two Faced Bitch.

Which is all fine, i can see why she would want to talk shit about me. She's so overly zealous of me that i have what she wants. I have a great BF who stands by my side ( because im good to him as well bitches ) I have a good head on my shoulders and put myself through college while working several jobs throughout the whole course of my college years to make ends meet with rent and whatnot. I am FRICKING YOUNG and BEAUTIFUL. My boobs are in place and not yet a victim of Gravity! I am well educated and i am anything but dumb and ignorant like her. So yeah, my little cousin says all that to me, to comfort my feelings. And damn right she is friggin right about it all. :) I love that girl.

Some people just dont know when to say the right things, and then there are those peopple who just dont know how to shut up. I however know how to play this game far too well. Nothing good comes out of bickering in an argument with her, I never see a point in engaging in a conversation when i know that person is not being reasonable. What ? Just yell on the top of our lungs till one of us drop dead? Fuggedaboutit. The only person who will suffer is my BF because knowing a bitch like her, she would go off and play hierarchy on me, tell him mom about what a bad daughter in law i'd be and how inappropriately rude to her and not knowing my place for talking back. My BF , being the typical guy who doesnt like to be bothered by such nuisance will surely just sit there, and be pissed because he has to listen to this girly crapola.

So screw that whiny hoe, I went off to do some shopping :)


My little cousin-to-be's birthday! We went off to get her something nice. Something Not pink as she would say it. XP





I did quite some damage today, but its all good. Nothing does the soul better than retail therapy * ahhhhh * Feel the love ladies, feel da love.
I'll only post up two of the outfits i bought, just so i dont bore you guys to death with this friggin Rant post. Im sooooo bitchy today even I find MYSELF annoying. XD




Finally got a pair of CUTE BOOTIES that i've been lemming so hard, i reach for it in my sleep! But it doesnt stop here, i wont rest till i've had at least 3 booties this year for some variety, HOLLA!

Nine West llume Leather Ankle Boot









What i wore the second day with these booties - I felt like a hooch in this outfit btw, it was okay for a stroll on Broadway, but not quite as appropriate swamping around in dirty fishwater at Chinatown. *eww*










And then some Shiz that i got on an impulse buy. *whimper* my poor wallet. :(



One wide leg jeans, one wide leg tan colored pants, a grey and white striped cardigan, a ruffled short sleeve shirt, 3/4 sleeve cotton jersey - ALL from AE. Then a really nice button down camisole from GAP - price said 16, but it rang up to be 9 bucks, HOT!! A pima cotton t-shirt from GAP - LOVE LOVE LOVE this shirt to death, so damn soft and roomy. Nice for a casual getaway with yourself in your undies and a book. A a vest from Jimmy Jazz that had a 40% off the entire store promo goin on.





Pima Cotton t-shirt , Jimmy Jazz black vest, Abercrombie and Fitch shorts ( cause i was wearing shorts earlier that day so i got lazy and just slapped it on and took some pics :P ) Steve Madden Pascha Heels

I wouldnt necesarrily wear this outfit with shorts, more or likley with skinny jeans, but i was lazy and didnt want to slip into them. Skinny jeans are a hassle to wear, did ya'll know that?








AE Ruffled shirt , Armani Exchange soft cotton skirt, Oh Deer! Marilyn Heels.

I like the look of this shirt, it feels great too. And its nicely cut. Girly girl with the ruffles and is a nice piece to wear in the winter with a low v neck sweater or cardigan to avoid the hassle of sleeves and whatnot under your sweater and such.




Yep, so this entry took me quite a bit of time to do. I have to find a more productive way to write these entries up and learn a way to add these fuggin pics more effieciently.( why is it when i upload pics, it always places them on the very top of the page, and is there another way to stick in pictures without using the little icon up at top to upload it? can't i just drag them? JESUS , why is life so complicated?? )


Im off to la la land, or um .... other frisky things to do ..... erm hmmm...







Have fun ladies - i know i will *wink wink* >=)